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recent days have been thinking [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], how their own on this earth will not bore me? What is human from a safe distance? These, because the have no sense of security, or is tired of this kind of life and living.

seems that float along in life, why do people actually do not really have anything stopped. Has also been, thought someone stay in a city side, but really do, but find themselves more happy days are not up to the last, still panic and flee.

do not want to hurt, but always inadvertently hurt others, even though his heart is scarred. Do not want to trouble people, do not want to owe even the slightest, but rather to themselves to bear all things.

people like me, do not need anyone's love and affection, and do not care about anyone. Because in the end, I always found myself to these are not, in fact, only continuous drift, only the most adequate to their sense of security.

the distance between people, in my, is to keep the distance between two hedgehogs, do not close, then close, the final will be stabbed each other, but also let the other side no longer have their own space . Very tired, very tired.

I think I will eventually be suitable for a person, no matter how sincere concern again, I'm just a burden on so mind out of breath, really, this life, I have no way to change their point. The students, who will not let myself to rely on [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], not to let their own belongs to.

Sometimes, I do not know what you want in the end, but now get, and others like me, are not they have to, so to say, it hurt, but these are is true.

Now I find that some family friends come and go, does not affect my mood, but not in the hearts of some of the promised joy or sadness, I do not know how, just know that these , not in my heart.

, of course [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], I will, and a lot of people, men and women, a good friend and confidant, but limited to this, in my heart, will no longer have any shred of emotion for men and women, and no.

I do not feel sad, do not need anyone's pity, on the contrary now, I was happy, can take what you want you want, you can listen to music, reading books, go to the at the walk is just that simple life.

also been there a few years, the mouth can not be made, the pen can not book the day it was the worst day. Because to me, the lack of substance, and not necessarily upset me mentally, on the contrary, I thought if deprived of the right to deprive me of my love and fun, that is living death. How could I have days of pain in this life? ?

how to be considered as really care about a person, in my, as long as the other side of happiness, I would rather let go disappear. I understand that happiness is the joy of each other spiritually, not refer to substance, so my happiness is so, who can not because of my experience, to deny Now I'm not happy not happy.

also so if you love me, please be my friend, and I laugh with sadness, you gave me full freedom, so I will not belong to you, otherwise you think you get my , but in fact both have lost me.

this world, let me leaf duckweed [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], I do not belong to any corner to the stream, is happy drifting, drifting, is safe.