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Perhaps old age is coming, most recently I always particularly easy to feel sad, the heart becomes vulnerable.
never afraid of the holidays, because holidays are not always consciously remind myself how lonely, except in the sink and deep loneliness, I know what to do, no road ahead, turn around a cliff, so I let myself disease was, in pain, swept forward, boil the ... ... never hysterical [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], and never expect there will be gorgeous rainbow after the rain, just quietly hiding in his little corner licking their wounds, flowing tears that hurt, and tearing a piece of heart, blood drops, but the pain silent.
New Year's Day Valentine's Day is just, has been used to quiet I never thought to how this particular special day to spend, although there are exceptions, but do not expect. When he learned the news you want to come over, I was irrepressible ecstasy, no one can understand the feelings of my long-awaited, including you. In this day, your arrival and is accompanied by the best gift God has given me to see you
only a touch of greetings, the heart is smiling. Words do not need warmth, intimacy of the act does not require the original to truly look at you so it makes me feel so happy
next meal, sing. I sat quietly beside you, watching you free to joke with friends easily and feel happy for you to enjoy your smile, it warmed my heart. In the time you joke with you, can you feel I have been closely following the public's attention? After so long, respectively, once again embracing the dance with you, the smell of your breath, enjoy your hug, can you feel my heart beating? Soulful duet song in our intimate love classic love songs, you can look from our intertwined in my heart the desire to read and affectionate, as well as a touch of Melancholy? When everyone in the karaoke outlet in the wild, you can feel how much I hope this is only two people in the world belongs to us, no one's bothered?
I am full of joy, I think you will stay tonight. In the home, I have been waiting for your call [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], waiting for that time, minute by minute are suffering. Waiting for your time, I carried over the shoulder bag, have not removed, the hands clutching the phone tightly, his eyes staring at a phone screen blink, afraid to miss, until fifty minutes after the receipt of your The phone that you have returned home, and my heart fall into the bottom from the clouds, sometimes not recovered, I had nothing to say quietly hang up your phone, because they do not live up to expectations had tears flooding. I close with the arms to encircle his head buried in his chest, the heart is biting cold, the body shivering in the cold night Lise Se. When the karaoke, thinking I was free and easy sense of comfort sad loss of a friend, speaking plausibly, clearly and logically. Now? The face of their helplessness and sadness [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], they themselves are powerless, fear, fear, despair ... ...
heaven and hell are not insurmountable original boundaries, and even sometimes just a moment away. You come, my whole world brightened up, as is the colorful dreams of a gorgeous, indulge them reluctant to wake up, where the scenery I can not get enough, I do not want to leave; can you suddenly tell me that you gone [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], I do not have the slightest alert and prevention, never thought you would like come and gone, and I think you also just as eager to meet again and meet me, I thought you would want to leave ... ...
heart pain, it hurt, on the line to see you, you should see me, but they are silent. I know you have your frustration, too many things that make you feel not comfortable, so you do not want to explain too much. And I know your heart the plight of Ming, but also asked you for? You had to add another overwhelmed a heavy heart that I would not, so I chose silence, love you, do not you taste the pain of love Do not you carry your pain, since I choose to love you, then So the results I've had, has been quietly waiting for the way I love you.
If I had known you by my side so stay only a short time, why do I want to see you? Let me look into the distance as you used to this day; If I had known earlier that you would not do nothing for me to stay, Why should I happily look forward to your arrival? After the bulk polymer will only make more desperate heart; If I had known you I can not afford to leave, why not to get drunk, so do not think too much, the heart would not be so painful, so painful ... ...
From now on, no expectations, no desire, no requirements, no joy and sadness ... ... to never know when you, then life can return to peace is not? Heart pain is no longer being led? I can still be proud of the crowd cleared, independent, indifferent, and people envy the woman? But can it? Met some people is a lifetime concern, firmly occupy the position of the stubborn heart refused to leave; some feelings in the event is not erase the memory of a lifetime, or the joy or sadness, but always lingering, so that formed the heart of the sea waves again and again, relentlessly tearing restless soul ... ...
You gave my life has never been a surprise, but also left me a lot of waiting to no avail can wait; you met in my life to the most beautiful accident, may be destined to also escape the doom of my life ... ...
Tonight will be another sleepless night, heart bitter, very frustrated, a loss, my mind is on the roll with the all your memories, just like you, read you, nothing more ... ...